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NARKOTYKI / Forum... I stumbled upon this page accidentally. And first thing I saw was a poll on the right. It goes: "Have you taken drugs?:
I had a dream... really weird one. I dreamt that I was living with a beautiful woman I loved, her daughter and... father of this child in one big ass studio-like flat.. and it was all going on in the world infested by mutant brain eating zombies. And those zombies tried to get into our flat sometimes using tricks like morphing into one of us...
99,3' C or 210,74. That's the temperature of boiling for water in Warsaw. And boiling water is the essential for making a proper cup of tea. And recently I found new love for tea. Proper tea with milk. Fresh spring water, just boiled sucks out what's best in tea. Sometimes I love it bitter. So I leave tea for more than 6 minutes to come up. Then little sugar.. although sometimes no, no sugar. And finally milk. I don't follow Douglas Adams concept and I pour milk into tea not the other way... and I love it.. until the last drop. Screw coffee. I like my tea better.
I almost lost it.
I've been walking down some street today, as I've spotted this little dog, probably pup running around looking for someone.. anyone.. he was lost, very lost. He followed some girl, then some other very nice looking girl [probably his owner is a girl]. He followed her to tram stop, sat under the bench and as she got up he crawled out from under the bench, and he begun running around her. And at one point he got hit by tram. Thankfully it was going very slow, as it was approaching the stop, so the dog wasn't hurt and escaped in panic [almost getting hit by a car as he was running away]...
Prohibition, Al Capone, Rise and fall of Chicago Mafia in the next decade, and of course music. Yes. Jazz was a soundtrack of "roaring 20s". Music that was called a threat to values. Music that was a mark of fall of society. Music that allegedly led to infidelity and lewd behaviour.. Ooooh music that was so not like bluegrass or country or whatever patrons were listening to these days.
Hell is other people
Hey,
The cross that you carry. Your burden, your destiny, your death. Your mission, your hope, your redemption...
of kicking you when you're down... or helping you to get up..
"It's a strange feeling to be beaten by a misgiving".
Bismallahirrahmanirrahim. In the name of God, the most kind, the most merciful.
I stopped by blog.pl to read Wszyscy Tacy Sami.. I browsed newest additions to other totally random blogs. And you know what.. it reminds me of Group Hug.. A bunch of whining people [hey, like me! :D] writing stuff that usually noone reads. Intelectual pornography. Some people sharing their life and feeling in an erzatz of a diary for other people who gain their pleasure from peeping into other people lifes. I know why I don't read other people diaries - none of my friends run a diary. And I don't care about people I don't know. I only follow blogs that feature comic strips, novels or short stories. And why do I keep running blog? It's a form of a therapy, slash bit of megalomania... ;D
So. As I was saying I played around with VJ stuff. Effect: I have small amateur studio at home :D It occupies my hellishly small desk. I have Videonics MX-1 mixer, preview on small 14 inch tv, output on the 21 inch tv above my head [not seen in the picture], vcr, generic colour pattern and computer as sources.. Not much but it's still something to play with. All those transitions, wipes, zooms, p-i-p's, and so on are very much fun. I feel like a kid. Wheee. Now I have to find GPI cable to connect video mixer to the pc to add titles without titler or sumperimposing it in other way. I wish I had my old mac. I've read that it has GPI port and it could easily 'talk' to it plus I'd have additional source.. Oh well. Best thing about this mixer is that output from the computer is stable. No shaking, no interlace, no nothing. Purrrrfect :D
