16.6.04

Le croix

The cross that you carry. Your burden, your destiny, your death. Your mission, your hope, your redemption...

Do you carry your cross by yourself, or do you have anyone to lean on. Maybe you seek for such person, maybe you have found one yet don't need and you try to get carry it alone. Your burden.. your hope...

Who cares.

Peace, out.

14.6.04

life has funny ways

of kicking you when you're down... or helping you to get up..
There's no rule of the thumb here. No silverlining. I can't tell if something that's happening is good or bad. How it will turn out.
Sometimes I have a lot of hope that something will succeed, and when it does it turn out to be not what I've expected. And sometimes it doesn't work out. And after a while I'm thankful cause that might be bad. Weird stuff.

8.6.04

Strange feeling

"It's a strange feeling to be beaten by a misgiving".

- no... I can't...
- but why...
- I have a bad feeling about this...

.. what the fuck? Any idea?